Falling asleep in subspace

Sometimes I feel bad when topping from the bottom, but often I feel I can justify it.

Yesterday was a very important day for both of us and I wanted to make sure that my mind would reflect this significance appropriately. I wanted her to know how important she is to me and that I will suffer for her to be happy. I tried to explain this to her by asking her to lock my hands behind my back when I went to sleep. She did. I loved what this did to my mind when I laid there through over an our of not being able to sleep before finally I dozed off.

I woke up later and used the keys she insisted that I have available but I wanted to have fallen asleep tied and uncomfortable.